what do i want ultimately? in a partner?

i realize this touches close to my heart. too close.
say if i read an article.. and the writer refers to the internet as 'the web'.. my mind unravels for a moment, and ponders the meaning on the words. it takes this idea of the web and a spider's web and churns a random thought - what if for every natural happening (eg. spider web) in the world.. it has a man made, technical possibility (eg. the web), just waiting to be invented / discovered?

Maybe there would be a rabbits hole somewhere..
or a sand dune.. a tornado somewhere.
or a camel toe..

And each pair will have such similar patterns, so raw in its composition, it'd make you wonder which came first.

im caught in between.

i definitely wouldn't want someone who will say, oh you're thinking too much, you're reading too much into it.

i don't just want someone who sees the beauty in such passing thoughts, but someone who can build upon it. we could have a conversation. i want a real conversation, dream and practicality together. to know what i am saying you have to first see this vision i have in my head. so smoking through these things i say without really feeling the wonder i see would be just bad bad bad.

When it comes to talking bout these things.. the sky's the limit. I wanna go higher, higher. I don't just want to fly. I want to fly and still be able to see the ground from where I left off. In a way, I want to dream, but I need to make sure these thoughts are solid, not just primary. I do not just want someone who can say "woa, that's a beautiful thought, hahaha.. camel toe.. haha, what about sand dunes,well it might be something that settles eventually.. hmm"

well as much as the above is superficial and cowardly, what i cannot stand is people who're critical of such fleeting thoughts, and those who blind themselves to the beauty of it.

I don't want that.
no criticism, no superficiality, no blockage, no flighty.
only solid dreaming.
and someone who can build a solid foundation beneath my dreams together with me. thats something i need.

I want to go beyond what is primary.
And to never ever, ever stop.